He said he can't stay there, that he's dying inside. He said he's losing his Kung Fu and his music, which are his life. I told him he wasn't losing them and when they transfer him to Federal Prison he can do them there. but I didn't understand until I looked in his eyes. He doesn't have the will to do them. My son is a little different than most people. He's very smart but thinks differently. Always had trouble learning in school, but put him on his own and he's a fuckin genius. I understand now. And he gave me 2 months, now 6 1/2 weeks left, to get him out of there.
He said if I did he would try to calm down and deal with the situation. I promised. I have already started looking for people to help. But now it's time to get down to business. I don't don't believe in god, used to try to but that illusion is over permanently. I'm more of a Buddhist than anything else . My son calls himself a Shinto Buddhist. Labels.. just labels.
My whole life I've had people tell me I couldn't do things and proved them wrong. So now it's time to prove all those wrong who say I can't get him out.
I've contacted the Innocence Project but most say they just go on DNA. But there's one in Coral Gables here in Florida that works out of a law school and they don't. I think I have enough stuff that might peak their interest and putting together packets to mail to them and others.
I remember reading 'the 16th round' by Rubin Carter and it inspired me then as it does now. I wrote him yesterday. I don't have his real address but his organization in Canada said they'd forward it to him. I'm going to send him one of my 'special' packets as well.
If anyone reading this has any ideas I'm open and you can contact me at Nakohichi @ yahoo.com.